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Essay II of IV · Childhood《童年》解读 · II / IV

Grandfather and the Towrope

外祖父也是被纤绳勒大的

Aug 30, 2026Han Qin (秦汉)Independent English edition中文原作 · 简 / 繁

Edition note: An independent English rewriting for readers of Childhood. It preserves the Chinese argument while reorganizing its sequence and emphasis for an English-language essay. Full-book spoilers.

Grandfather sits beside the child he has beaten and describes hauling barges on the Volga. Men leaned into a towrope and dragged vessels upstream step by step. The rope entered the flesh; summer scorched the shore and winter broke ice around their feet. Alyosha listens until the old man’s remembered endurance enlarges him.

The story does not excuse the beating. It explains the equipment Grandfather carried from one world into another.

From the towpath to property

He began at the bottom of imperial Russian labor and achieved a rare ascent. He learned the dyeing trade, saved, opened a workshop, bought a house, and even served as a guild leader. Nothing in that trajectory was guaranteed.

Four habits made the climb possible: economize, accumulate, calculate, harden. On the towpath they were survival skills. A man who failed to count food, money, effort, and danger could disappear beside the river.

Survival methods brought indoors

Grandfather cannot put those habits away when he reaches home. Food is counted at the table. Money is hidden. Every person’s usefulness is measured: how much a child can work, what dowry a woman brings, what output a laborer produces. Violence is administered with confidence because hardness has become synonymous with competence.

The same tools that helped him escape poverty colonize the household. This is how an adaptation becomes a regime: a response once fitted to danger is treated as a universal law.

The logic of the switch

His defense of beating follows a coherent sequence. He was beaten. He survived and became capable. Therefore beating must have contributed to capability. By striking Alyosha, he believes he is transmitting what life gave him.

The causal claim cannot be tested from inside his experience. Everyone he knew was beaten—the people who rose and the people who did not. He has no unpunished comparison. Survival becomes evidence for every condition that accompanied it, including the injuries a person survived despite rather than because of them.

What else he gave

Grandfather does more than strike. He teaches Alyosha to read with patience and pleasure. He praises quick progress. He also tells stories—of the Volga, of 1812, of people encountered across a hard life—and becomes animated while telling them.

Thus the child receives three things from the same hands: blows, literacy, and narrative. Gorky will not turn the last two into secret excuses for the first, nor reduce teaching to another technique of control. They remain simultaneous facts.

Why refusing to sort matters

Calling Grandfather “a cruel old man with a good side” would establish a final balance. Calling him “a victim warped by hardship” would dissolve responsibility into cause. Either judgment makes further attention unnecessary.

Childhood does something more demanding. It shows a man as both a product and a producer of his world. The towrope shaped him; he then takes up the switch and tries to shape another child. Causation explains how violence travels without declaring the traveler innocent.

The end of the arithmetic

The workshop fails and the property disappears. The sons separate and continue badly. In old age Grandfather and Grandmother divide even household utensils, tea, and sugar, cooking separately after a lifetime together. She works, makes lace, and nearly begs; he counts what little money remains.

His lifelong economy preserves neither wealth nor relation. Sons hate him, a daughter once fled his authority, a daughter-in-law died under domestic violence, and his wife lives apart. The habits that carried him from the river to ownership finally leave him with neither property nor people.

The strange inheritance

Yet two of the three things he gave Alyosha endure. The beating remains in memory and enters this book. Literacy remains too: the child taught from an old primer becomes Maxim Gorky. The work that indicts the old man’s violence exists partly because he taught its author to read.

That irony is not forgiveness. Gorky says the leaden ugliness must be known down to its roots precisely because it persists. Grandfather is one finished product of the system and attempts to manufacture the next.

Two conclusions from pain

The attempt fails. Grandfather interprets his own suffering as proof that suffering educates, so he repeats it. Alyosha says the beating left him as if his skin had been peeled away, newly sensitive to the pain of others as well as his own.

The physical event is similar; the moral inference reverses. One conclusion is: pain made me strong, therefore I may impose it. The other is: now I know what pain is, therefore another person’s pain can reach me.

Why reproduction fails

No system forms a child alone. In the same house Alyosha sees Grandmother, Tsyganok, stories, dance, and acts that are not entered into Grandfather’s ledger. These alternatives let him compare. He does not merely absorb a rule; he distinguishes between rules.

The next distinction appears in prayer. Grandfather and Grandmother face the same icons and address what they call the same God. Alyosha recognizes two entirely different moral worlds. That recognition is the beginning of his refusal to become the man who beat him.

Source and edition note: Maxim Gorky’s Childhood, published in 1913–1914. This independent English essay preserves the Chinese original’s argument while reorganizing it for English-language readers.

版本说明:中文原作;简体与繁体同页切换。正文依底本完整排入,保留全部段落、分节、强调与引文。全书剧透。

外祖父坐在床边,跟那个刚被他打得半死的孩子讲他年轻时候的事。

他讲伏尔加河上拉纤。

一群人,肩上套着绳子,在岸边一步一步把船往上游拉。夏天太阳把石头晒烫,冬天水里结着冰碴。

他讲那根绳子勒进肩膀是什么感觉。

讲他们怎么走,怎么喊号子,一天走多少路。

讲那些年他吃过什么,睡在哪里。

书里写阿廖沙听着,那个刚才还让他恐惧的老头,在他眼里忽然变大了。

他从哪儿来的

现在把这个人的来历排一遍,因为它决定了后面所有的事。

他出身极低。

拉纤是当时最底下的一种活。做那个的人,是没有别的路可走的人。

他从那里爬了出来。

他学了手艺,进了染坊,一点一点攒钱,后来自己开了作坊,买了房子,成了一个有产业的人。他还当过一届行会的头。

这是一次极难的翻身。

在那个年代,一个拉纤的能变成一个有房子有作坊的小业主,是极少数。

而他做到了。

做到的办法是什么?

省,攒,算,狠。

这四样,他一样也没有落下,而且用了一辈子。

他把那四样用在了家里

问题在于:他没有办法把那四样收起来。

他省。书里写这个家的伙食:吃饭的时候要数着来,谁多拿一块面包都要被说。外祖母偷偷给孩子留吃的,要瞒着他。

他攒。他把钱藏起来,谁也不知道有多少。后来家散了,两个老人分家过,他连一把勺子都要分清楚。

他算。他对每一个人的用处算得极清楚。孩子能不能干活,媳妇带来多少嫁妆,工人一天出多少活——他心里有一本账。

他狠。打老婆,打孩子,打工人。而他打的时候是理直气壮的。

这四样东西,是他从伏尔加河的岸上带回来的。

它们救过他的命。

如果他年轻的时候不省不攒不算不狠,他会死在那条河边上,跟很多人一样。

而他把它们带回了家。

那个逻辑

外祖父打阿廖沙之后说的那句话,值得逐字看。

他说:挨自己人的打,不算受欺负;那是教你。

他还说:我小时候挨的打,比这狠得多。

这两句连起来,是一套完整的逻辑:

第一,我是被打大的。

第二,我被打大之后,成了一个有本事、有产业、能在这个世上立住的人。

第三,所以打是有用的。

第四,所以我打你,是在给你我当年得到的东西。

这套逻辑,从他的经验出发,是成立的。

他确实被打过,他确实爬出来了。在他能看见的范围内,这两件事是有因果的。

而他看不见的是:他爬出来靠的不是挨打,是别的。

他看不见,是因为他没有别的样本。

他这一辈子认识的每一个人,都是被打大的。那些没爬出来的也被打过,那些爬出来的也被打过。在他的经验里,没有一个"没有挨过打的人"可以拿来做对照。

所以他没有办法知道,那顿打到底起了什么作用。

他给过什么

而这一篇最要紧的地方,是这个人不只给过打。

他教阿廖沙认字。

而且教得很好。

书里写这一段,写得很仔细:外祖父拿着一本旧书,教他字母,教他拼读。他很有耐心,讲得清楚,还夸他。

阿廖沙学得很快,外祖父很高兴。

那是这本书里,这一老一小唯一一段完全和睦的时间。

他还给过阿廖沙另一样东西:那些故事。

那次拉纤的讲述,后来还有别的。他讲过法国人打进来的那一年(一八一二年),讲过他见过的一些人和事。

他讲得好。书里写他讲起来的时候,眼睛发亮,整个人不一样了。

所以这个人给这个孩子的东西,是三样:

打。

认字。

故事。

而这三样是同一个人,在同一间屋子里给的。

这本书为什么不整理

现在说这一篇的核心。

这本书没有把外祖父整理成一个东西。

它没有说"他虽然凶,但他也有好的一面"——那是一种整理,它把两件事分成主次,然后给出一个总评。

它也没有说"他表面上教你认字,其实是为了让你有用"——那也是一种整理,它把一件事解释成另一件事的手段。

它就是把这三样并排放着。

而这个不整理,是这本书最难做到、也最要紧的地方。

因为一个人一旦被整理完了,他就不需要再被看了。

外祖父如果是"一个凶残的老头",那么他教认字这件事就只是一个意外,可以放过去。

外祖父如果是"一个苦出身的、被生活扭曲了的可怜人",那么他打孩子这件事就有了解释,也可以放过去。

两种整理的效果是一样的:都让人不必再看这个人了。

而阿廖沙是看着的。

他后来怎么了

而这个人的结局,书里交代得很平。

这个家垮了。

染坊出了事,家产一点一点没了。两个舅舅早就分出去,各自也过得不好。外祖父老了,眼睛不行了,脑子也不太清楚了。

最后他跟外祖母分了家。

书里写那一段,是全书最刺眼的地方之一:两个过了一辈子的老人,把锅碗瓢盆分开,各自开火。

外祖父规定,茶叶谁的谁泡,糖谁的谁放。

外祖母出去替人干活,做花边,讨饭一样地过。

而外祖父数着他那几个钱。

他最后是一个人在街上讨饭死掉的。

书里没有正面写他的死,只是在后面几笔带过。

那份本事到最后什么也没剩下

这个结局值得看一眼。

他一辈子省、攒、算、狠。

那四样东西,把他从伏尔加河的岸上带到了一栋房子和一间染坊。

然后那四样东西,把他身边的每一个人推开了。

两个儿子恨他,早就想着分家。媳妇被他逼死过——雅科夫那个老婆是被打死的。女儿跑出去嫁人,不跟他说。外祖母跟他分家过。

他到老的时候,一个人也没有。

而更冷的是:那份家业也没了。

他省下来的、攒下来的、算出来的那些东西,一样也没有留住。

他这一生真正保住的东西,是零。

那么他给阿廖沙的那三样

而与此同时,他给那个孩子的三样东西里,有两样留下来了。

那顿打留下来了。阿廖沙记了一辈子,写进了书里。

而认字也留下来了。

那个学会认字的孩子,后来成了高尔基。

这件事有一个反讽,而这本书没有点破它。

这本书之所以存在,是因为那个老头教会了那个孩子认字。

而这本书里写的第一件大事,是那个老头把那个孩子打得半死。

这两件事,都是他干的。

他不是被谅解的

不过这一篇不能收在这里,因为它很容易被读成一次谅解。

这本书没有谅解外祖父。

高尔基在书里插过一段话,说得非常明白。

他说他写这些"铅一样沉重的丑事",有时候自己也问值不值得写。

然后他给了理由:因为这是真的;因为这种生活至今还在;因为要把它连根拔掉,就必须知道它长在哪里。

他还说了一句更狠的,大意是:这些丑事必须被知道,一直知道到根上,然后从记忆里、从人的心里、从我们这被压得喘不过气的生活里,把它连根拔起。

他不是在写一个可爱的、有缺点的老人。

他是在写那套东西是怎么工作的。

而外祖父在这本书里的功能,正是这个:他是那套东西的一个成品,而他正在生产下一个。

他被那根纤绳勒大,然后他拿起了那束枝条。

他生产失败了

而这本书要说的最后一件事是:他没有生产成功。

阿廖沙没有变成外祖父。

他挨了那顿打,他记住了,而他没有得出"打是有用的"这个结论。

他得出的是别的东西。

这一点书里写得很具体。

那顿打之后,阿廖沙说他觉得自己好像被剥了一层皮,从此对别人的痛苦特别敏感——不管是自己的还是别人的。

这跟外祖父那套逻辑是反着的。

外祖父挨打的结论是:打是有用的,所以我要打。

阿廖沙挨打的结论是:疼是什么感觉,我现在知道了。

同一件事,同一个位置,两个完全相反的结果。

而这个差别是从哪儿来的?

不是从外祖父那里来的。

下一篇讲那个来处。

在那间屋子里,有两个上帝。


《童年》,马克西姆·高尔基著,一九一三至一九一四年发表。本文所据为刘辽逸译本。

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