Edition note: An independent English rewriting for readers of Childhood. It preserves the Chinese argument while reorganizing its sequence and emphasis for an English-language essay. Full-book spoilers.
Alyosha first sees the Kashirin household after a boat reaches Nizhny Novgorod. His father has just died. On the journey from Astrakhan, his mother gives birth to another child, who also dies and is buried along the river. Alyosha is only three or four, arriving inside grief he cannot yet interpret.
His grandfather inspects the boy and jokes about his owl-like appearance. Behind the welcome stands a dye works, a house full of relatives, and an argument already in progress.
The Kashirins own a house, a workshop, and employ laborers. Alyosha’s uncles Mikhail and Yakov want the property divided; their father refuses. Meals turn into quarrels and physical fights. Alyosha’s mother also carries an unresolved entry: she married a carpenter without permission, so her dowry remained in her father’s hands.
Her return makes the boy legible as cost. He is another mouth, attached to money his uncles believe may reduce their shares. Before anyone knows his character, the household has assigned him an economic position.
A cousin encourages Alyosha to dye a white holiday tablecloth, then informs on him. Grandfather ties the child to a bench and beats him with wet switches until he loses consciousness. He remains ill for days, unable to lie on his back.
Gorky narrates the beating without melodramatic rescue. Its duration is what makes it difficult: cries fail, hearing recedes, and punishment becomes a process administered to a small body. The family calls this discipline, not an outbreak of evil.
Grandfather comes to the sickbed carrying food and gifts. He says the beating was for Alyosha’s own good: blows from one’s family are instruction, not humiliation. Then he tells the story of his youth hauling barges against the current of the Volga.
The rope cut into his shoulder. Summer stones burned underfoot; winter water carried ice. From that labor he climbed into a trade, a workshop, property, and local standing. As Alyosha listens, the frightening little old man seems to grow into a giant.
The beating and the magnificent story come from the same person within days. Gorky does not let one cancel the other. If Grandfather were only a brutal man, the reader could classify and dismiss him. If he were only a survivor of terrible labor, sympathy could resolve the discomfort.
Childhood refuses that sorting. Explanation is not acquittal, and cruelty does not make the history unreal. Alyosha receives both facts before he has an adult theory that can arrange them.
Everyone has a function. Grandmother cooks, washes, manages, nurses, and absorbs blows. The sons work and wait to inherit. Children learn tactics such as informing in order to avoid punishment. Workers are valued by output. Grandfather treats Alyosha as material to be disciplined until useful.
The family is not uniquely monstrous. Gorky’s point is more severe: beatings of children and wives, struggles over property, and routine humiliation are normal in this social world. Each participant can describe his action as what the position requires. Violence becomes durable when no one experiences it as exceptional.
One person does not fit the accounts. Ivan, nicknamed Tsyganok—the “Gypsy”—was abandoned as an infant and raised by Grandmother. Now seventeen or eighteen, he is the dye works’ most capable apprentice. He jokes, dances, and can animate the whole room.
During Alyosha’s beating, Tsyganok slips his arm beneath the switches to absorb some of the blows. He later says he often does this. Asked why, he has no explanation.
Shielding Alyosha brings Tsyganok pain, no recognition, and no advantage. He is a foundling and worker protecting the owner’s grandson, a child he scarcely knows. Even secrecy removes the possibility of praise.
Within the family, motives are routinely computable: inheritance, self-protection, discipline, survival. Tsyganok’s arm interrupts that order. The act is not grand enough to reform the house, but it proves the house’s logic is not total.
Its secrecy is essential. Public virtue might still be exchanged for standing, gratitude, or influence. Tsyganok acts where recognition is impossible. The gesture therefore gives Alyosha evidence that a human being can answer another’s pain without first asking what the answer will return.
That evidence is small but durable. Long before the narrator can name a moral principle, the child has encountered one in bodily form: pain may be shared rather than passed downward.
Gorky calls the world he describes heavy with leaden abominations. He does not expose them by presenting a gallery of villains. He shows how ordinary reasons, repeated roles, and inherited practices produce them. Then he preserves gestures that the system cannot explain away.
Grandfather’s story is not a reconciliation; the bedside gifts are not merely hypocrisy. Tsyganok’s protection is not a program. The book leaves these acts beside one another and makes the reader continue looking. To understand why the grandfather raises the switches, the next question is how the towrope first taught him what survival meant.
Source and edition note: Maxim Gorky’s autobiographical novel Childhood, first published in 1913–1914. This independent English essay follows the Chinese argument and uses familiar English forms of the Russian names.
版本说明:中文原作;简体与繁体同页切换。正文依底本完整排入,保留全部段落、分节、强调与引文。全书剧透。
阿廖沙第一次见到那个家,是在一条船靠岸之后。
他父亲刚死。
他三四岁,什么也不懂。母亲带着他从阿斯特拉罕坐船回下诺夫哥罗德——路上她生下的那个弟弟,也死了,埋在半路的岸上。
船到了。岸上站着一群人。
外祖父走上前来。
书里写他的样子:一个又瘦又小的老头,红头发,尖鼻子,绿眼睛,走路很快。
他把阿廖沙上上下下打量了一遍。
然后他说了一句话,大意是:怎么长了这么一副猫头鹰的样子。
卡希林家是开染坊的。
外祖父有一份不小的家业:一栋房子,一间染坊,几个工人。在那条街上,这算是过得去的人家。
而这个家里的人,从进门第一天起就在为一件事吵。
分家。
两个舅舅——米哈伊尔和雅科夫——要外祖父把家产分了。他们要自己的那一份,要染坊,要钱。外祖父不肯分。
于是这个家里的日常内容是吵架、打架、砸东西。
书里写的第一场就是:两个舅舅在饭桌上动手,互相揪着头发满地滚,孩子们哭,外祖父在旁边跺脚。
而他们吵的另一样东西,是阿廖沙母亲的嫁妆。
母亲当年是自己跑出去嫁人的——嫁了一个木匠,没有经过父亲同意。所以那份嫁妆一直扣在外祖父手里。
现在她带着孩子回来了,两个哥哥认定她要来分这份钱。
从这一天起,他们看这个孩子的眼光,就带着这笔账。
后来出了一件事。
阿廖沙的表哥萨沙撺掇他,说把桌布染一染好玩。
他就把一块白桌布染了。
那块桌布是节日用的。
然后萨沙去告发了他。
外祖父把他绑在长凳上,用一束浸过水的枝条打他。
书里写这一段,写得很平,而正因为平所以难读。打的过程写了很长。阿廖沙从叫喊,到叫不出来,到听不见东西,到失去知觉。
他病了好几天,趴在床上不能动。
这一年他大概四五岁。
而这本书真正难处理的地方,在这顿打之后。
外祖父来看他了。
他带了东西来——一些吃的,还有礼物。
他坐在床边,跟这个孩子说话。
他说的第一件事是:我打你,是为了你好。
他说:挨自己人的打,不算受欺负;那是教你。
然后他讲起了他自己。
他说他小时候,被打得比这狠得多。
然后他讲他年轻的时候在伏尔加河上拉纤。
那是当时最苦的一种活:一群人用绳子套在肩膀上,在岸边一步一步把船往上游拉。
他讲那根纤绳勒进肉里是什么感觉。讲夏天太阳晒,冬天水冷。讲他们怎么走,怎么唱,怎么一天走几十里。
他讲他怎么从那里爬出来,怎么一点一点攒下这份家业。
书里写阿廖沙听着,他忽然觉得这个刚刚把他打得半死的老头,"胀大"了起来。
他说:外祖父在他眼里,一下子变成了一个像巨人一样的人。
现在停下来看这个安排,因为它是这一整本书的钥匙。
这两件事——那顿打,和那次讲述——是同一个人做的,隔了几天。
而它们都是真的。
那顿打是真的。他确实把一个四五岁的孩子打到失去知觉,理由是一块桌布。
那次讲述也是真的。他确实是那样过来的。那根纤绳确实勒过他的肩膀。他确实是从最底下爬上来的。
如果只有前一件,这个人是个恶人,事情很好办。
如果只有后一件,这个人是个苦出身的老人,值得同情。
而这本书把这两件事,放在同一个人身上,隔了几天,而且让那个孩子同时接住了。
这就是这本书的写法:它不整理。
现在看这个家的构造,因为它比"这家人很凶"要具体得多。
这个家里的每一个人,都是按用处摆着的。
外祖母干活。她做饭,洗衣,管家,照顾所有人,还要挨打。
两个舅舅是劳力和继承人。他们在染坊干活,同时等着分家产。外祖父不肯分,所以他们恨他。
几个表兄弟是下一代。萨沙那样的孩子已经学会了告密——他撺掇阿廖沙染桌布,然后去告发,那是他在这个家里的生存办法。
工人们是工人。
而阿廖沙是什么?
他是一笔多出来的开销。
他父亲死了,母亲带着他回娘家,他在这个家的账上,是一张要吃饭的嘴,而且背后连着一笔没结清的嫁妆。
所以两个舅舅从一开始就不喜欢他。
而外祖父对他的态度,是把他当成一个要管教的东西——管教到能用为止。
而这里必须说清楚:这不是一个特别糟糕的家庭。
这一点书里写得很明确。
那条街上,那个年代,那个阶层的人家,大体上都是这样。打孩子是常规,打老婆是常规,兄弟为家产打架是常规。
书里有一句话,是高尔基自己插进来说的,很重。
他说这些是"铅一样沉重的丑事"。
而他说的不是某一家人的丑事。他说的是那种生活。
外祖父不是这条街上最狠的。书里写过别人家的事,有更难看的。
而这正是这本书最要紧的一层:这个家里发生的所有事情,在当时都是正常的。
没有一个人觉得自己在做坏事。
外祖父打孩子,理由是教。
舅舅们争家产,理由是那本来就该分给他们。
萨沙告发,理由是不告发就自己挨打。
每一个人在自己的位置上,做的都是那个位置上该做的事。
而这个家里有一个人不一样。
他叫小茨冈。
那是外祖母捡回来的孩子——书里写他是被人扔在门口的弃婴,外祖母养大了他。
他现在十七八岁,在染坊干活,是这个家里最能干的一个。
他快活,爱说笑,跳舞跳得极好。
书里写他跳舞那一段,是全书最亮的地方之一:他一跳起来,整个屋子都活了,外祖母也跟着跳。
而他做过一件事,是这一篇最后要说的。
阿廖沙挨打的时候,小茨冈把胳膊伸了过去。
书里写得很短:他把自己的手臂伸到那束枝条底下,替他挡了一些。
他后来说:我总是这样干,替你挡着点。
阿廖沙问他为什么。
他说不上来。
这件事在那个家里是没有道理的。
他挡了,自己要挨。
他挡了,没有人会知道——他是趁着乱挡的,外祖父打得正凶,看不出来。
他挡了,也换不到任何东西。阿廖沙是外祖父的外孙,是这个家的人;而小茨冈是一个捡来的、在染坊干活的学徒。
他甚至跟这个孩子不熟。
而他挡了,而且不是一次。
这是这本书里第一件算不出来的事。
那个家里所有的行为都可以算:舅舅们为钱,萨沙为自保,外祖父为管教,母亲为她自己的日子。
而小茨冈把胳膊伸过去这件事,算不出来。
他自己也说不清。
那顿打之后,外祖父坐在床边,讲了他拉纤的那些年。
而这本书没有把这一段处理成一次和解,也没有处理成一次伪善的表演。
它就那么放着。
下一篇专门讲这个人。
因为要看清这个家,得先看清一件事:外祖父是怎么变成外祖父的。
他不是生下来就是这样。
而他是被什么弄成这样的,这本书交代得很清楚。
《童年》,马克西姆·高尔基著,一九一三至一九一四年发表。本文所据为刘辽逸译本。