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Essay II of IV · To Live《活着》解读 · II / IV

No Villains, Only Uses

没有恶人,只有用途

Aug 27, 2026Han Qin (秦汉)Independent English edition中文原作 · 简 / 繁

Spoiler note: This essay discusses the novel's complete plot.

Youqing volunteers eagerly. The county magistrate's wife is hemorrhaging in childbirth, and the hospital needs blood. His school organizes the donation. The children hear that they may help an important patient's wife and crowd forward; Youqing, small for his age, circles the group anxiously, afraid that he will not get a turn.

He is the only child whose blood type matches.

Partway through the procedure, he says that he feels dizzy. He is told that everyone feels that way. The blood continues to leave his body. His face pales, his lips darken, and he says again that he is dizzy. No one stops. When the doctor emerges, he reports the absence of a heartbeat as though announcing an unexpected fault in a process. Fugui runs in and lifts a body already stiff.

Later, when Fugui confronts the doctor, the man recognizes him as the dead boy's father and asks why he had only one son.

I. No murderous intent, but unmistakable responsibility

This is the coldest episode in To Live. The magistrate's wife is giving birth, an ordinary and dangerous human event. The school participates in an emergency mobilization. The doctor wants to save a patient who is losing blood. But an intelligible purpose does not make every act performed in its name defensible. The adults extracting the blood ignore Youqing's dizziness, pallor, darkening lips, and repeated distress. They bear direct responsibility for continuing.

No one needs to hate Youqing or set out to kill him. That absence of murderous intent makes the structure harder to recognize; it does not make the hands innocent. At the end of the chain, a twelve-year-old child is drained to death by adults who could see that he was failing and did not stop.

Our usual language of accountability searches first for the corrupt motive: who intended harm, who deserves the role of villain? Yu Hua gives us a structure in which responsibility does not depend on such a motive. The system has one overriding goal—save the county magistrate's wife—but never establishes Youqing's continued life as the condition that must stop the procedure. Within that direction, he is not a boy. He is a blood type.

One person's body has become material for another person's survival. The arrangement needs no dictator or conspiracy. It requires differentiated duties, a powerful purpose at one end, and a child at the other whose claim to remain a whole person disappears between departments. The chain explains how the death becomes possible; it does not wash the blood from those who ignore the signs in front of them.

Yu Hua does not place the scene in a fantastical dystopia. It occurs on an afternoon in a Chinese county hospital in the 1960s. Its ordinary setting is part of the terror.

II. Youqing's shoes

To see what the chain erases, the novel first shows how little anyone has been able to see. Youqing runs barefoot to school, puts on his shoes only at the gate, removes them again after class, and runs home. Jiazhen must spend precious labor making each pair, and he wants them to last.

Fugui does not know this. He sees only that the shoes look battered and scolds the boy as though he has been chewing them.

Youqing also keeps sheep. He rises before dawn to cut grass, feeds them, runs to school, runs back at noon, and runs again after class. A physical education teacher notices his speed and imagines that he could become a runner. It is perhaps the only moment in the novel when an adult sees Youqing not as a son, a household worker, or a unit in a collective task, but as a person who might become something not yet assigned.

Fugui sees the shoes instead.

This is not a simple indictment of a bad father. Fugui has crawled out of bankruptcy, famine, and war. Attention itself seems to require a surplus the family does not possess. The novel initially makes recognition look like a luxury: to see beyond the immediate cost of an object, one needs enough room in life for possibility.

The third essay will revise that conclusion. People with no surplus at all still sometimes see one another. Poverty constrains attention; it does not decide in advance what a person will choose to recognize.

III. A war no one explains

Fugui has already spent more than two years as somebody else's use. He sets out for town to find a doctor for his sick mother and is seized by Nationalist soldiers. He is not treated as a combatant with a reason to fight. He is a pair of shoulders for hauling artillery.

He watches thousands of wounded men cry through a frozen night and fall silent by morning. He watches Old Quan search among corpses for men from home and then drop from a bullet fired from nowhere. No one explains to Fugui whom he is fighting for, what political purpose the campaign serves, or why his body has been requisitioned. The users of his labor do not consider his understanding relevant to its use.

Even his return is not a choice he wins. The Communist army later gives him money and lets him go. The system releases the tool. Fugui is grateful, but gratitude does not alter the structure of his position.

IV. The weight of a label

Long Er provides a second form of reduction. He cheats at gambling, wins the Xu land through a rigged game, and therefore becomes a landlord. During land reform, the category sends him to execution. His deception matters to any judgment of his character, but it is not what the bullets address. They address the word attached to him.

The label could have remained on Fugui. A gambling loss redirected it. Classification is efficient precisely because the person beneath the category does not need to be known. Once the category determines use, the complexity of a life becomes administrative friction.

Long Er tells Fugui that he is dying in Fugui's place. The statement does not create mystical substitution. It names the material route by which a political label moved from one household to another.

V. Chunsheng changes places

Chunsheng's life gives the novel's most complete image of the chain. He and Fugui meet as conscripted artillery haulers, two tools surviving among bodies. Chunsheng later joins the Communist army, rises through the new order, rides in an official car, and becomes county magistrate.

When Fugui pursues responsibility for Youqing's death, he discovers that the woman saved by the boy's blood was Chunsheng's wife. A former tool has moved nearer the head of the chain and now benefits from other people's uses.

Then the Cultural Revolution changes his position again. Branded a capitalist roader, he is beaten repeatedly; his wife dies; he arrives at Fugui's home at night to say goodbye because he no longer wants to live. A person used for labor becomes an official in whose name others are used, then becomes disposable.

The positions change twice. The structure does not. Chunsheng never becomes the sovereign author of use. For a time he merely occupies a place nearer its source.

VI. The final death has no system

Jiazhen develops osteomalacia. Fengxia dies in the same hospital where Youqing died. Waiting outside the operating room, Fugui cannot avoid remembering his son. Erxi is crushed between slabs of concrete at a worksite and dies calling his child's name. Until then, each death can be followed toward another purpose, an institution, or a procedure.

Kugen's death is different. The boy is feverish; the household has almost nothing. Fugui, wanting to feed a child who has been hungry too long, cooks half a pot of beans. Kugen eats too much and dies. No official classifies him, no hospital extracts from him, and no workplace treats him as expendable. There is deprivation and a grandfather's kindness.

This is the death Fugui cannot pass through in the way he passed through the others.

Its placement prevents the novel from becoming a closed indictment in which every corpse proves one political thesis. If all harm came from the same system, Fugui would become evidence in the prosecution's case—the very instrumentalization the first essay identified. Kugen's death does not excuse any institution. It breaks the fantasy that one verdict can absorb the whole world of injury.

VII. Presentation is not acquittal

Yu Hua has been criticized for translating political catastrophe into fate, turning events that demand accountability into generalized impermanence. The criticism deserves attention. But it misses the precision with which the novel presents process. A doctor drains Youqing's blood. A team leader confiscates household metal for steel production. A land-reform team executes Long Er. Red Guards beat Chunsheng. Years, hands, and procedures are not erased. In Youqing's case, one can count the points at which somebody could have stopped.

What Yu Hua withholds is not causation but the final sentence of judgment.

A novel that supplies the verdict allows the reader to agree, close the book, and feel correctly aligned. A novel that presents the process without finishing the judgment makes the reader perform it. The responsibility for the conclusion can no longer be delegated to the author.

Yu Hua has said that the writer's task is not simply to vent, accuse, or expose. That statement can sound evasive. This essay reads the form of To Live as a severe technical ethic: if the author turns Fugui into evidence for an accusation, Fugui has been used again. That is an interpretation of the novel's method, not a claim that Yu Hua stated the principle in these words. The direction differs from the reader who turns him into a lesson in resilience, but the underlying operation is the same.

The fourth essay will examine what Yu Hua sacrificed to avoid that operation: after writing more than ten thousand Chinese characters in the third person, he discarded the draft and began again with Fugui speaking in the first person.

VIII. Toward the opposite act

Placed side by side, the reductions repeat: Youqing becomes a blood type; Fugui, shoulders; Long Er, a label; Chunsheng, a movable piece; Erxi, an accident. These are not several costumes worn by an abstract fate. They are different sites of the same act: treating a person as the function available to someone else.

Does anyone in the novel perform the opposite act? Does anyone see another person as that person, without first asking what can be extracted?

Yes. The next essay turns to Jiazhen, Erxi, Fugui, and Fengxia. It is the warmest essay in the series, though almost none of the acts it describes changes the ending. Recognition occurs. It simply does not pay.

Primary text: Yu Hua, To Live. This essay follows the novel rather than Zhang Yimou's 1994 film adaptation.

剧透提示:本文涉及小说全部情节。

有庆是抢着去的。

县长的女人生孩子大出血,医院要血,学校组织学生去献血。孩子们听说是给县长夫人献血,都觉得这是件光荣的事,一窝蜂往前挤。有庆个子小,挤不进去,就在人堆外面绕,生怕轮不上自己。

轮上了。全校只有他一个人血型对得上。

抽到一半,有庆说他头晕。抽血的人说抽血都这样,让他躺好。再抽下去,他的脸白了,嘴唇发青。他又说了一次头晕。没有人停下来。

医生出来的时候说了一句"心跳没了",语气像是在报告一个流程上的意外。福贵冲进去,抱起儿子的时候人已经硬了。

后来福贵去找那个医生。医生认出他是死去孩子的父亲,倒是先说了句话——他问福贵,你为什么只生一个儿子。

每一个人都在做正当的事

这一段是全书写得最冷的地方,而它的冷不来自残忍,来自合理

把这条链子上的人一个一个看过去:县长夫人在生孩子,这是天经地义的事。学校组织献血,这是当时的常规工作。医生要救一个大出血的产妇,这是他的职责,而且是紧急职责。抽血的人手上有一条正在流走的人命,他心里想的是那个女人,不是这个男孩。

从头到尾,没有一个人的动机是坏的。

而一个十二岁的孩子被抽干了。

这就是这本书真正可怕的地方。我们习惯的追责方式需要找到一个坏人——谁存了坏心,谁该负责。可是在有庆的死里,你未必能找到一个预谋杀死孩子的人;这不等于没有人应当负责——抽血的人无视他的头晕、脸白和嘴唇发青,责任并不会因“救人”这个目的而消失。更深的毛病在于整条链子只朝一个方向运转:在那条链子上,有庆不是一个孩子,他是一个血型。

这个形状值得看清楚:一个人的身体成了另一个人生命的材料;参与者仍须为自己的动作负责,但整个结构并不需要一个以杀人为目的的恶人。

它不需要一个极端的制度才能出现。它不需要暴君,不需要密谋,不需要谁下达一道邪恶的命令,甚至不需要有人对有庆抱有一丝一毫的恶意。它只需要一条链子——链子上的人各自盯着自己认定的任务,却没有任何一个环节把这个十二岁孩子的生命设成停止条件。

余华写的不是什么骇人听闻的事件。他写的是一九六几年一个中国县城医院里的一个下午。

有庆的鞋

再往回退一步,会看到更难受的东西。

有庆天天光着脚跑去上学,到了学校门口才把鞋穿上;放学再脱下来光脚跑回家。他这么干是为了省鞋——家珍做一双鞋要费很多工夫,他舍不得穿坏。

福贵不知道这件事。他只看见儿子的鞋总是很旧,还骂过他,说他是不是用牙啃鞋。

有庆还养羊。天不亮起来割草,喂完羊跑去上学,中午跑回来喂一趟,放学再跑回来。他一天要跑很多路。

学校的体育老师注意到了,说这孩子会跑,能跑出来。

这是全书里唯一一次,有人看见了有庆本人。不是把他看成儿子,不是把他看成家里的一个劳力,是看成一个有可能成为点什么的人。

而福贵没有看见。福贵看见的是鞋。

这不是在责怪福贵。一个刚从破产、饥荒和战场上爬出来的农民,眼睛里能装下的东西就是这么多。这本书的残酷在于,它连"看见"都写成了一种奢侈品——一种需要余粮才买得起的东西。

一场没有人解释的战争

福贵自己被用过一次,用了两年多。

他娘病了,他揣着钱进城请大夫,在半路上被国民党的部队拉走了。不是打仗,是拉大炮——他从头到尾没有被当成一个士兵,他是一件用来搬东西的工具。

在那两年多里,他见过雪地里几千个伤兵哀嚎了一整夜,天亮以后全部安静了。他见过老全在死人堆里找同乡,找着找着被一颗不知道从哪儿飞来的子弹打倒。

从头到尾,没有一个人告诉过福贵他在为谁打仗,为什么打。他被使用了两年,而使用他的人从来没觉得有必要向他解释用途。

最后他能回家,是因为解放军给了他盘缠放他走。这个决定同样不由他做。

一个标签的重量

龙二的死上一篇提过一次,这里换个角度再看。

龙二赢走了徐家的地,从此成了地主。土改的时候,这个身份把他送上了刑场。他被押着往田头走,路过福贵身边的时候说了一句话——他说他是替福贵去死的。

他说得没错。

那几颗子弹瞄准的不是龙二这个人。它们瞄准的是"地主"这两个字,而这两个字那一年恰好落在他头上。它本来是要落在福贵头上的,只因为一场牌局改了道。

一个人的生死,取决于一个分类标签落在谁身上。至于标签底下那个具体的人是什么样、做过什么、想过什么,在这个过程里完全不需要被考虑。这正是分类的效率所在。

换了位置的春生

春生的一生是这本书里结构最完整的一条线。

他和福贵是在战场上认识的,两个被拉去拉大炮的人,一起在死人堆里活了下来。后来他参加了解放军,一路往上走,当了县长。

有庆的死,福贵追到最后发现县长就是春生。

再后来是文革。春生被打成走资派,天天挨斗,被打得不成样子,老婆也死了。他半夜到福贵家门口来告别,说他不想活了。

看这条线的形状:一个被拉去当工具的人,活下来,走到了使用别人的位置上,然后被别人用完了,扔掉。

位置换了两次,结构一次也没换。

春生从来没有成为过那个决定用途的人。他只是在某一段时间里,站在了链子上比较靠前的位置。链子还是那条链子。

最后那一次,没有系统

家珍的软骨病,凤霞死在同一家医院的手术台上——福贵站在走廊里,想到的是有庆就是死在这个地方的。二喜在工地上被两排水泥板夹住,死的时候喊的是儿子的名字。

到这里为止,每一次死亡的背后都有一个别人的目的。

只有最后一次不是。

苦根发烧,家里穷得什么都没有。福贵心疼这孩子,煮了半锅豆子给他吃。孩子饿了太久,一口气吃撑了,死了。

这一次没有系统,没有别人的用途,没有任何人可以被追责。有的只是纯粹的匮乏,和一个爷爷的一次好心。

而这一次,是福贵唯一一次真正过不去的。

余华把它放在最后,是有用意的。如果全书所有的死都指向系统,这本小说就会变成一份控诉状,而福贵会变成那份控诉状的证物。最后这一下把整个结构从控诉里拽了出来:世界不只有一种伤人的方式,而这本书要写的也不只是那一种。

呈现,和判决

有一种对余华的批评,说他把政治灾难写成了命运,把该问责的事写成了无常,这是一种回避。

这个批评值得认真对待,但我认为它读错了一个地方。

余华没有回避任何一次死亡的经过。抽血的是医生,收锅去炼钢的是队长,枪毙龙二的是土改工作队,打春生的是红卫兵。每一件事发生在哪一年、由谁经手、按什么流程办的,他一样也没有省略。有庆那一场,他写得细到你能数清中间有几次可以停下来。

他省略的只有一样东西:判词。

呈现和判决是两件事。一部小说替你下了判词,你只需要点头,然后合上书,觉得自己已经站对了队。一部小说只给你经过,你就必须自己去判——而且判完之后,那个判断是你的,你赖不掉。

余华在自序里说过,作家的使命不是发泄,不是控诉,不是揭露。这句话常被读成软弱。它其实是一个更硬的选择:

如果把福贵写成一件控诉的工具,那么福贵就又一次被用掉了。这一次动手的是作者。

上一篇说过,读者把福贵变成关于忍耐的教材,是一次温柔的使用。把他变成关于时代的证词,同样是一次使用,只是方向换了。余华两样都不肯做。

至于他为此付出了什么代价、做了一个什么样的技术决定——那是第四篇的事。

下一篇

把这些死排在一起看,会看到同一个动作在不同的地方发生:有庆成了一个血型,福贵成了一副肩膀,龙二成了一个标签,春生成了一颗棋子,二喜成了一次工伤。

这些不是命运的不同形态。这些是同一件事的不同发生地。

那么这本书里有没有人做过相反的事?有没有人在某个时刻,把另一个人当成了那个人本身?

有。而且不止一次。

下一篇讲他们。那是这个系列里唯一一篇有温度的文章——虽然结局大多不好。

《活着》,余华著。本文依据小说文本。

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