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Martyr!: A Young Man Takes His Questions to a Dying Painter

《Martyr!》:一个总在想死亡的年轻人,出门去见一位画家

《Martyr!》:一個總在想死亡的年輕人,出門去見一位畫家

Cyrus can perform grief and write about meaningful deaths. Meeting an artist in Brooklyn may require a different skill: listening to someone who has her own reasons for being there.

Cyrus能扮演悲伤,也想写使死亡获得意义的人。可当他真正坐到一位画家面前,对方未必会按照他准备好的方式回答。

Cyrus能扮演悲傷,也想寫使死亡獲得意義的人。可當他真正坐到一位畫家面前,對方未必會按照他準備好的方式回答。

Kaveh Akbar · Original publication原作首版原作首版 · Knopf

Han Qin (秦汉) · Guide published导读发布導讀發佈

Introduces Cyrus’s situation, early scenes, and the beginning of the New York journey, leaving family revelations and the ending to the novel. Discusses addiction, depression, suicidal thoughts, and bereavement.

介绍人物处境、前段场景与纽约之行的起点,保留家族往事的重要揭示、后续发展与结局。小说涉及成瘾、抑郁、自杀意念、战争与丧亲。书名、人名沿用英文。

介紹人物處境、前段場景與紐約之行的起點,保留家族往事的重要揭示、後續發展與結局。小說涉及成癮、抑鬱、自殺意念、戰爭與喪親。書名、人名沿用英文。

Cyrus Shams earns money by pretending to receive terrible news. At a university hospital, he plays patients and relatives so that medical students can practice difficult conversations. Then he evaluates their sympathy. Grief has a script, an allotted time, and a form to fill in afterward.

His own life is considerably less organized. A young poet in Indiana, Cyrus is newly sober, his parents are gone, and removing the things that were destroying him has not automatically supplied a reason to get through the afternoon. He has survived a period of chaos. What to do with the survival is another question.

Kaveh Akbar’s first novel, Martyr!, gives that question an awkward, funny, sometimes infuriating person to inhabit. Cyrus wants to write about martyrs: people whose deaths appear to have acquired a meaning larger than themselves. When he hears about a dying painter who is receiving visitors at the Brooklyn Museum, he decides to meet her.

His friend Zee goes with him. At last there is an address to travel to, rather than another thought to circle. There will also be people at the other end who have not agreed to become illustrations of his ideas.

A very serious question for a light bulb

The authorized opening begins before the hospital work, with Cyrus in a dirty bedroom asking God for a sign. A bulb appears to flicker. Was that the sign, or merely the wiring? He would like another demonstration, preferably one that leaves less room for interpretation.

The scene is funny because his demand is both absurd and recognizable. He wants certainty delivered in a form he can use. The comedy does not cancel the urgency underneath it. Someone can be ridiculous while genuinely needing a reason to go on.

That double register is an immediate reason to try Akbar’s prose. The sentence reaches toward the divine; the room supplies dirt, bodily discomfort, and bad electrical infrastructure. Cyrus’s grand questions are not allowed to float free of the person asking them. Nor is that person dismissed because he occasionally sounds grandiose.

The later hospital episode makes the friction sharper. A simulated encounter ought to be safer than a real one. Everyone knows a performance is taking place. Yet Cyrus brings his own dissatisfaction into the room and deliberately makes things difficult for a nervous medical student.

Importantly, the scene does not simply expose the student as incapable of care. As Cyrus begins talking about his actual distress, she grows calmer and listens. She offers a considered response and gently brings him back into the exercise. By the end of the excerpt, he is embarrassed, behaves agreeably, and writes her an excellent report before leaving in shame.

That turn is more interesting than a victory for his cleverness. The person he can unsettle is also capable of answering him. She does not have to be as verbally dazzling as he is to understand something useful about his situation.

Cyrus is not an appealing protagonist because suffering has made him reliably kind. It has not. He can want understanding while making it difficult for anyone to approach him. Reading him means allowing those facts to coexist, rather than making compassion conditional on his passing a character test.

The writing project belongs to this same unsettled life. Having literary ambitions, or an elegant account of one’s paralysis, does not get the work done. There are still bills, jobs, and the people one has agreed to meet. Art matters here partly because it has to find a place among those obligations.

A public catastrophe and a private absence

In the family history Cyrus has grown up knowing, his mother Roya died when he was a baby, on the passenger plane shot down by the US Navy in 1988. The novel places that account within the real catastrophe of Iran Air Flight 655. His father Ali subsequently raised him in the American Midwest, working in poultry farming.

The two parents occupy different kinds of distance. His mother is bound to a publicly recorded event, but public knowledge cannot give him memories of being with her. His father was present in ordinary life, yet presence did not mean the son understood everything about the man. After Ali’s death, things that might once have been asked become questions without a readily available listener.

It is easy to see why a young writer might be drawn toward exceptional deaths from this position. Some endings are remembered, named, and made to stand for a cause. Long years of work and care can disappear from public notice almost immediately. Perhaps an extraordinary ending could rescue an otherwise scattered existence from insignificance.

That is Cyrus’s temptation, not a conclusion the reader needs to accept. The desire to understand the dead can become entangled with the desire to establish one’s own importance. He is grieving, but he is also anxious about what his life adds up to. A compelling idea can carry both motives without keeping them neatly apart.

This is where the book’s movement beyond his immediate viewpoint matters. The novel gives other voices and periods space alongside his story. His family can gradually become more than a set of absences organized around his need. We meet them because of him; that does not make his questions the only questions their lives contain.

There is no need to disclose the family revelations to make that invitation clear. A person who seems central to our explanation of ourselves may have had concerns, attachments, and reasons that the explanation cannot accommodate. The possibility alone makes Cyrus’s search less predictable.

The painter has her own conversation to have

The painter is Orkideh. Her project, DEATH-SPEAK, makes conversation with visitors part of the final stage of her life. She is dying, and she has chosen to bring that experience into a public artistic setting.

For Cyrus, the premise seems almost uncannily suited to his interests. Here is someone doing something deliberate with death. He can go to New York and ask her about it. The arrangement promises an encounter with the subject he has been trying to write into focus.

But the promise contains a problem. A person is not a ready-made answer simply because her circumstances resemble one’s question. Orkideh can have a different emphasis, change the direction of a conversation, or decline the significance a visitor wants to assign her.

That makes the journey more inviting than a pilgrimage to a sage who already knows the meaning of life. Orkideh remains an artist making a difficult choice. What does the public setting make possible? What do visitors hope to receive? What are they prepared to notice when the person before them does not fulfill that hope?

Outside the museum, Zee complicates Cyrus’s search in a more everyday way. He is a roommate, a close friend, and sometimes a lover. He cares about Cyrus, but his presence is not simply a service supplied to the protagonist’s artistic development. An idea that excites Cyrus can look alarming to the person traveling beside him.

The difference in scale is worth holding onto. Cyrus is wondering whether his life can mean something to the world. Someone is already spending actual time with him. Neither question settles the other, but an obsession with the first can make the second strangely difficult to see.

In her review for The Brooklyn Rail, Mandana Chaffa draws attention to intimacy, vulnerability, and love. It is a useful adjustment to expectations. Death is the loud subject. The effort of approaching another person is part of the novel’s movement too. Neither needs to be reduced to a lesson about appreciating what one has.

What the exclamation mark allows

Martyr is a heavy word. The punctuation after it is almost cheeky. It leaves a little instability in the title, a suggestion that earnestness will have to share the page with embarrassment and wit.

Akbar was already known as a poet before this novel. His prose does not reserve poetry for occasional beautiful descriptions. Manuscript fragments, dreams, imagined conversations, and changes of voice enter the narrative itself. A reader interested in language has something to follow besides the progress of the New York trip.

That abundance also asks for a particular kind of patience. A striking image may interrupt forward motion; a new voice may require a change of attention. Kirkus’s review praises the novel’s originality and force while finding some of its dreams and alternative narratives less successful. Readers who prefer a restrained, steadily linear story may find the range excessive.

Nor should the humor be mistaken for emotional safety. Addiction and despair remain serious presences. The comedy makes Cyrus more alive on the page; it does not make his difficulties harmless.

In India Ennenga’s interview with Akbar for The Believer, he describes his admiration for art that acknowledges the inadequacy of its own medium. A work reaches toward an experience without claiming it can contain the whole of it. He also distinguishes writing from the work of care that happens away from the page.

Those remarks offer a good way to approach the opening. Cyrus may produce a powerful sentence about life. He still has to leave the room, listen to a reply, and spend the rest of the day with people.

The question that makes me want to follow him is not whether he will finally find a statement impressive enough to justify his existence. It is whether another person can get through while he is busy composing one.

He has prepared plenty of questions for the painter. Once he sits down in front of her, the conversation will no longer be entirely his.

Cyrus Shams有一份奇怪的工作:在大学附属医院扮演病人或家属,供医学生练习怎样传达坏消息。他可以在不同的下午经历不同的失去,演完以后,还要为对方表现出的同情打分。

这份工作收入有限,却有明确的任务。相比之下,他自己的生活难以安排得这么清楚。Cyrus是一名生活在印第安纳州的年轻诗人,刚刚走过最混乱的成瘾时期,父母都已不在。他能够停下某些伤害自己的行为,却还不知道,空出来的日子应该用什么填满。

Kaveh Akbar的第一部长篇《Martyr!》,就从这样一个人出发。他想写一本关于殉道者的书,寻找那些似乎能使死亡获得意义的人。随后,他得知布鲁克林有一位罹患绝症的画家,正在美术馆里与来访者交谈,准备把生命的最后阶段变成一件作品。

Cyrus决定去见她。他的朋友Zee陪他出发。故事因此有了一个可以实际抵达的目的地,而那些原本在他脑中盘旋的问题,即将遇到会说话、会反驳、也有自己事情要忙的人。

他很会说话,却不一定能把日子说好

如果只看题材,很容易把这本书想象得阴沉庄严。但在出版社授权试读里,小说真正的开场,是Cyrus在一间脏乱的卧室里盯着灯泡,希望上帝给出一个明确的信号。灯似乎闪了一下,他又不确定那是不是电路的问题,于是要求再来一次。

这个场景既可笑又认真。他仿佛在与宇宙讨价还价,希望对方把说明做得清楚一点;可在这种近乎耍赖的要求下面,又有真实的急迫。他不只是想赢一场关于信仰的辩论,而是想知道,自己的生活有没有什么值得相信的方向。

Akbar很擅长让这两种声音挤在一起。一句话正在靠近崇高,下一句又被身体、杂物或一点自我夸张拖回地面。读者会笑,却不会因此确信,人物的痛苦也只是一个笑话。恰恰因为Cyrus有时显得很滑稽,他才不容易被塑造成一个只负责承受苦难的庄严形象。

两年后的医院工作延续了这种错位。表演有角色,有规定的反应,失去亲人的震动被安排成一次能够复盘的训练。Cyrus可以完成它,甚至从中获得一点职业上的自得;但他带进房间的,也有原本属于自己的情绪。

在前段的医院场景里,他故意为难一名紧张的医学生,渐渐却把自己的苦恼也说了出来。对方起初局促,后来放松下来,认真听他讲,并给出了回应。反而是Cyrus觉得羞愧,随后配合演完,给她写下很好的评价。一个知道痛苦是什么的人,并不会因此每次都温柔;可这一次,他用来挡住别人的机智,没有完全挡住对方的关心。

这使Cyrus成为一个有意思、却并不总讨人喜欢的主人公。他渴望理解,也可能用机智挡住别人;对自己的困境非常敏感,对别人眼前的处境却未必有同等耐心。跟随他阅读,需要容许这份不整齐,而不是等他证明足够善良以后,才愿意关心他。

他的写作也是如此。能够谈论文学,能够替自己的迟疑找到漂亮的说法,与坐下来写完一首诗,相隔很远。小说把诗人的抱负放进房租、工作和朋友的相处中,保留了艺术的认真,也让那些借艺术逃避日常的姿态显出一点狼狈。

母亲的死亡,是历史,也是家里一直空着的位置

在Cyrus从小知道的家庭往事里,母亲Roya在他还是婴儿的时候就死去了:她所乘坐的客机,在1988年被美国海军击落。小说将这段家庭往事放进伊朗航空655号航班的真实历史事件中。父亲Ali此后带着他移居美国,在中西部的家禽养殖场工作,独自把孩子养大。

对一个孩子来说,这样的过去很难只是历史知识。公共叙述可以交代航班、国家与遇难人数,却不能替他补回与母亲共同生活的记忆。他知道一件巨大的事情发生过,自己人生里最亲近的一个人,却仍然几乎是空白。

父亲的生活则有另一种重量。它由劳动、迁徙和养育构成,不像母亲的死亡那样与一个醒目的公共事件相连。等到父亲也去世,Cyrus面对的是两种不同的失去:一个人几乎只能通过别人的讲述靠近,另一个人曾在身边,却也有许多来不及理解的部分。

这解释了他为什么会被殉道的概念吸引。某些人的死亡被反复记住,被认为通向一种高于个人的意义;而另一些人的漫长生活,似乎很快就消失在旁人的视线外。对一个尚未找到生活重心的年轻人来说,这种差别容易变成诱惑:如果终点足够有分量,前面的混乱是否也就能获得解释?

但这只是Cyrus正在追逐的想法,小说没有把它当成已经成立的答案。他的计划一面带着对家人的哀痛,一面也带着对自己的焦虑。他想理解失去,也想确认自己不会白白来过;这两种愿望靠得很近,却未必总能朝同一个方向走。

《Martyr!》没有只让家人出现在他的回忆里。叙述会转向别的声音与时间,让父母一代的生活逐渐获得不同的距离。我们因Cyrus认识他们,却不必始终只通过Cyrus的需要理解他们。

这种展开也使移民背景保持了具体性。Cyrus的语言、读过的东西、日常习惯与家庭记忆,来自不止一个世界。他并不总能把它们整理成令人满意的身份说明。小说的句子和形式本身也有这种混杂,古老的诗歌可以与美国流行文化同时出现,不需要先决定哪一种才代表真正的他。

美术馆里坐着的,是一个人,不是一份答案

那位吸引Cyrus前往纽约的画家叫Orkideh。她知道自己的生命正在走向终点,把与参观者的交谈纳入一项名为DEATH-SPEAK的艺术计划。人们进入美术馆,等待与她见面,死亡因此不再只发生在私人房间里,而成为被公开观看和讨论的事情。

这个安排正好撞上Cyrus的兴趣。他带着关于艺术、牺牲和意义的想象而来,很容易把眼前的人当成自己正在寻找的例子。但见面比读到一段介绍复杂。一个真实的人会改变话题,会有自己的节奏,也可能根本不按照来访者准备好的方式谈论自己。

小说的动力就在这种相遇里。Cyrus并非面对一位已经脱离生活、可以从高处解释一切的智者;他遇到的是仍然在生活中的艺术家。她所做的事情可以引起敬意,也可以引起疑问。把临终经验公开,是怎样的创作决定?旁观者想从中获得什么?交谈又会把彼此带到哪里?

与此同时,Zee也在旅程中。他是Cyrus的室友、亲近的朋友,两人之间也有超出普通友谊的关系。他关心Cyrus,却不是只负责支持主角追求理想的同行者。对Cyrus而言值得兴奋的念头,在Zee那里可能首先引起担忧。

这使美术馆之外的相处同样值得看。对宏大问题的兴趣,可以使一个人显得全神贯注,也可能让他错过身边人的反应。Cyrus想知道自己的生命能不能对世界有意义,Zee却已经在与他共同度过具体的时间。两种尺度放在一起,读者会开始留意,那些不够壮观的联系有没有被过早略过。

Mandana Chaffa在The Brooklyn Rail的评论中,特别指出小说里亲密、脆弱与爱的分量。这个观察有助于调整阅读预期:死亡固然是最醒目的题目,人物如何接近彼此,却同样参与着故事的推进。书中的关系有自己的变化,不宜提前把它们概括成一堂关于珍惜当下的课。

一个感叹号,给沉重的词留了一点晃动

书名里的感叹号值得注意。Martyr是一个分量很重的词,后面偏偏多了一个显得活泼、甚至有些夸张的标点。读来像是一种提醒:这部小说有严肃的问题,也有不愿一直正襟危坐的声音。

Akbar原本以诗歌为人熟知。在这部长篇里,他没有把诗意仅仅用来修饰风景,而是让不同形式进入故事:人物的诗稿、梦境、想象中的交谈,与现实中的行动交错出现。Mandana Chaffa也注意到,这些形式使过去、眼前的生活和文化记忆不断碰面。

这种写法会给喜欢语言的读者很多乐趣。一个意象可能把情绪突然照亮,一次转向又使刚刚形成的理解变得不够稳固。它不是始终沿同一条路向前的旅程,读者需要愿意暂时离开Cyrus眼下的行程,再从另一个方向回来。

相应地,它也有阅读门槛。Kirkus Reviews在肯定作品的强度和独创性时,认为部分梦境及其他人物的叙述并不总是同样成功。对于偏爱克制、线性故事的人,这种丰富可能显得过满。它的幽默也不会减轻所有冲击,关于成瘾和绝望的内容仍然需要认真对待。

Akbar在接受India Ennenga采访时谈到,他喜欢那些能够显出自身限度的艺术:作品试图传达一种经验,同时承认经验比它所能容纳的更大。这与《Martyr!》的阅读趣味很相称。句子很有力量,但一个有力的句子未必就能替Cyrus把生活过下去;写作仍然需要与房间外的世界相遇。

因此,最让我想继续跟随的,不是他会不会终于说出一句关于生命的正确结论,而是他走出原来的生活之后,会怎样听见别人。一个反应、一段谈话、一份没有那么耀眼的关心,是否能够进入他过分忙碌的头脑?

他为去见画家准备了许多问题。等他坐到她面前,谈话便不再完全由他决定。

Cyrus Shams有一份奇怪的工作:在大學附屬醫院扮演病人或家屬,供醫學生練習怎樣傳達壞消息。他可以在不同的下午經歷不同的失去,演完以後,還要為對方表現出的同情打分。

這份工作收入有限,卻有明確的任務。相比之下,他自己的生活難以安排得這麼清楚。Cyrus是一名生活在印第安納州的年輕詩人,剛剛走過最混亂的成癮時期,父母都已不在。他能夠停下某些傷害自己的行為,卻還不知道,空出來的日子應該用什麼填滿。

Kaveh Akbar的第一部長篇《Martyr!》,就從這樣一個人出發。他想寫一本關於殉道者的書,尋找那些似乎能使死亡獲得意義的人。隨後,他得知布魯克林有一位罹患絕症的畫家,正在美術館裡與來訪者交談,準備把生命的最後階段變成一件作品。

Cyrus決定去見她。他的朋友Zee陪他出發。故事因此有了一個可以實際抵達的目的地,而那些原本在他腦中盤旋的問題,即將遇到會說話、會反駁、也有自己事情要忙的人。

他很會說話,卻不一定能把日子說好

如果只看題材,很容易把這本書想象得陰沈莊嚴。但在出版社授權試讀裡,小說真正的開場,是Cyrus在一間髒亂的臥室裡盯著燈泡,希望上帝給出一個明確的信號。燈似乎閃了一下,他又不確定那是不是電路的問題,於是要求再來一次。

這個場景既可笑又認真。他彷彿在與宇宙討價還價,希望對方把說明做得清楚一點;可在這種近乎耍賴的要求下面,又有真實的急迫。他不只是想贏一場關於信仰的辯論,而是想知道,自己的生活有沒有什麼值得相信的方向。

Akbar很擅長讓這兩種聲音擠在一起。一句話正在靠近崇高,下一句又被身體、雜物或一點自我誇張拖回地面。讀者會笑,卻不會因此確信,人物的痛苦也只是一個笑話。恰恰因為Cyrus有時顯得很滑稽,他才不容易被塑造成一個只負責承受苦難的莊嚴形象。

兩年後的醫院工作延續了這種錯位。表演有角色,有規定的反應,失去親人的震動被安排成一次能夠復盤的訓練。Cyrus可以完成它,甚至從中獲得一點職業上的自得;但他帶進房間的,也有原本屬於自己的情緒。

在前段的醫院場景裡,他故意為難一名緊張的醫學生,漸漸卻把自己的苦惱也說了出來。對方起初局促,後來放鬆下來,認真聽他講,並給出了回應。反而是Cyrus覺得羞愧,隨後配合演完,給她寫下很好的評價。一個知道痛苦是什麼的人,並不會因此每次都溫柔;可這一次,他用來擋住別人的機智,沒有完全擋住對方的關心。

這使Cyrus成為一個有意思、卻並不總討人喜歡的主人公。他渴望理解,也可能用機智擋住別人;對自己的困境非常敏感,對別人眼前的處境卻未必有同等耐心。跟隨他閱讀,需要容許這份不整齊,而不是等他證明足夠善良以後,才願意關心他。

他的寫作也是如此。能夠談論文學,能夠替自己的遲疑找到漂亮的說法,與坐下來寫完一首詩,相隔很遠。小說把詩人的抱負放進房租、工作和朋友的相處中,保留了藝術的認真,也讓那些借藝術逃避日常的姿態顯出一點狼狽。

母親的死亡,是歷史,也是家裡一直空著的位置

在Cyrus從小知道的家庭往事裡,母親Roya在他還是嬰兒的時候就死去了:她所乘坐的客機,在1988年被美國海軍擊落。小說將這段家庭往事放進伊朗航空655號航班的真實歷史事件中。父親Ali此後帶著他移居美國,在中西部的家禽養殖場工作,獨自把孩子養大。

對一個孩子來說,這樣的過去很難只是歷史知識。公共敘述可以交代航班、國家與遇難人數,卻不能替他補回與母親共同生活的記憶。他知道一件巨大的事情發生過,自己人生裡最親近的一個人,卻仍然幾乎是空白。

父親的生活則有另一種重量。它由勞動、遷徙和養育構成,不像母親的死亡那樣與一個醒目的公共事件相連。等到父親也去世,Cyrus面對的是兩種不同的失去:一個人幾乎只能通過別人的講述靠近,另一個人曾在身邊,卻也有許多來不及理解的部分。

這解釋了他為什麼會被殉道的概念吸引。某些人的死亡被反復記住,被認為通向一種高於個人的意義;而另一些人的漫長生活,似乎很快就消失在旁人的視線外。對一個尚未找到生活重心的年輕人來說,這種差別容易變成誘惑:如果終點足夠有分量,前面的混亂是否也就能獲得解釋?

但這只是Cyrus正在追逐的想法,小說沒有把它當成已經成立的答案。他的計劃一面帶著對家人的哀痛,一面也帶著對自己的焦慮。他想理解失去,也想確認自己不會白白來過;這兩種願望靠得很近,卻未必總能朝同一個方向走。

《Martyr!》沒有只讓家人出現在他的回憶裡。敘述會轉向別的聲音與時間,讓父母一代的生活逐漸獲得不同的距離。我們因Cyrus認識他們,卻不必始終只通過Cyrus的需要理解他們。

這種展開也使移民背景保持了具體性。Cyrus的語言、讀過的東西、日常習慣與家庭記憶,來自不止一個世界。他並不總能把它們整理成令人滿意的身份說明。小說的句子和形式本身也有這種混雜,古老的詩歌可以與美國流行文化同時出現,不需要先決定哪一種才代表真正的他。

美術館裡坐著的,是一個人,不是一份答案

那位吸引Cyrus前往紐約的畫家叫Orkideh。她知道自己的生命正在走向終點,把與參觀者的交談納入一項名為DEATH-SPEAK的藝術計劃。人們進入美術館,等待與她見面,死亡因此不再只發生在私人房間裡,而成為被公開觀看和討論的事情。

這個安排正好撞上Cyrus的興趣。他帶著關於藝術、犧牲和意義的想象而來,很容易把眼前的人當成自己正在尋找的例子。但見面比讀到一段介紹複雜。一個真實的人會改變話題,會有自己的節奏,也可能根本不按照來訪者準備好的方式談論自己。

小說的動力就在這種相遇裡。Cyrus並非面對一位已經脫離生活、可以從高處解釋一切的智者;他遇到的是仍然在生活中的藝術家。她所做的事情可以引起敬意,也可以引起疑問。把臨終經驗公開,是怎樣的創作決定?旁觀者想從中獲得什麼?交談又會把彼此帶到哪裡?

與此同時,Zee也在旅程中。他是Cyrus的室友、親近的朋友,兩人之間也有超出普通友誼的關係。他關心Cyrus,卻不是只負責支持主角追求理想的同行者。對Cyrus而言值得興奮的念頭,在Zee那裡可能首先引起擔憂。

這使美術館之外的相處同樣值得看。對宏大問題的興趣,可以使一個人顯得全神貫注,也可能讓他錯過身邊人的反應。Cyrus想知道自己的生命能不能對世界有意義,Zee卻已經在與他共同度過具體的時間。兩種尺度放在一起,讀者會開始留意,那些不夠壯觀的聯繫有沒有被過早略過。

Mandana Chaffa在The Brooklyn Rail的評論中,特別指出小說裡親密、脆弱與愛的分量。這個觀察有助於調整閱讀預期:死亡固然是最醒目的題目,人物如何接近彼此,卻同樣參與著故事的推進。書中的關係有自己的變化,不宜提前把它們概括成一堂關於珍惜當下的課。

一個感嘆號,給沈重的詞留了一點晃動

書名裡的感嘆號值得注意。Martyr是一個分量很重的詞,後面偏偏多了一個顯得活潑、甚至有些誇張的標點。讀來像是一種提醒:這部小說有嚴肅的問題,也有不願一直正襟危坐的聲音。

Akbar原本以詩歌為人熟知。在這部長篇裡,他沒有把詩意僅僅用來修飾風景,而是讓不同形式進入故事:人物的詩稿、夢境、想象中的交談,與現實中的行動交錯出現。Mandana Chaffa也注意到,這些形式使過去、眼前的生活和文化記憶不斷碰面。

這種寫法會給喜歡語言的讀者很多樂趣。一個意象可能把情緒突然照亮,一次轉向又使剛剛形成的理解變得不夠穩固。它不是始終沿同一條路向前的旅程,讀者需要願意暫時離開Cyrus眼下的行程,再從另一個方向回來。

相應地,它也有閱讀門檻。Kirkus Reviews在肯定作品的強度和獨創性時,認為部分夢境及其他人物的敘述並不總是同樣成功。對於偏愛克制、線性故事的人,這種豐富可能顯得過滿。它的幽默也不會減輕所有衝擊,關於成癮和絕望的內容仍然需要認真對待。

Akbar在接受India Ennenga採訪時談到,他喜歡那些能夠顯出自身限度的藝術:作品試圖傳達一種經驗,同時承認經驗比它所能容納的更大。這與《Martyr!》的閱讀趣味很相稱。句子很有力量,但一個有力的句子未必就能替Cyrus把生活過下去;寫作仍然需要與房間外的世界相遇。

因此,最讓我想繼續跟隨的,不是他會不會終於說出一句關於生命的正確結論,而是他走出原來的生活之後,會怎樣聽見別人。一個反應、一段談話、一份沒有那麼耀眼的關心,是否能夠進入他過分忙碌的頭腦?

他為去見畫家準備了許多問題。等他坐到她面前,談話便不再完全由他決定。

Beyond this introduction读完这里,还可以去哪里讀完這裡,還可以去哪裡

This introduction draws on Knopf’s publication details, its authorized opening at BookBrowse, reviews by Mandana Chaffa and Kirkus, and Akbar’s conversation with India Ennenga. Close discussion focuses on the public excerpt; the account of the museum journey and the novel’s wider form follows the reviews.

本文参考Knopf出版资料及BookBrowse刊载的授权试读、Mandana Chaffa与Kirkus的书评,以及India Ennenga的作者访谈。具体场景与语言讨论集中于公开试读;纽约之行及整体形式依据书评介绍。

本文參考Knopf出版資料及BookBrowse刊載的授權試讀、Mandana Chaffa與Kirkus的書評,以及India Ennenga的作者訪談。具體場景與語言討論集中於公開試讀;紐約之行及整體形式依據書評介紹。

The linked conversations, excerpts, and reviews may discuss more of the story than this introduction does.

外部访谈、试读与评论可能谈到本文尚未展开的情节。

外部訪談、試讀與評論可能談到本文尚未展開的情節。

Author conversation作者访谈作者訪談

The Believer · Akbar with India Ennenga

Akbar on language, the limits of art, and care beyond writing.

Akbar谈语言、艺术的限度与写作之外的关怀。

Akbar談語言、藝術的限度與寫作之外的關懷。

Read an excerpt公开试读公開試讀

BookBrowse / Knopf · Authorized opening

The opening bedroom scene and the hospital sequence across six pages.

六页授权试读,包括卧室开场及医院训练场景。

六頁授權試讀,包括臥室開場及醫院訓練場景。

Read an excerpt公开试读公開試讀

BookBrowse / Knopf · The medical student’s response

The final page of the hospital excerpt, including the student’s reply and Cyrus’s embarrassment.

医院节选的最后一页:医学生的回应与Cyrus的羞愧。

醫院節選的最後一頁:醫學生的回應與Cyrus的羞愧。

Publication details出版资料出版資料

Knopf · Martyr!

Publication details and the novel’s starting situation.

首版资料与小说的基本人物处境。

首版資料與小說的基本人物處境。

Another reader’s view另一位读者的看法另一位讀者的看法

The Brooklyn Rail · Mandana Chaffa

A review of the novel’s voices, artistic questions, and intimate relationships.

讨论多重声音、艺术问题与亲密关系的署名书评。

討論多重聲音、藝術問題與親密關係的署名書評。

Another reader’s view另一位读者的看法另一位讀者的看法

Kirkus Reviews · Martyr!

An assessment that combines praise with reservations about some narrative departures.

既肯定作品,也对部分梦境及旁支叙述提出保留意见。

既肯定作品,也對部分夢境及旁支敘述提出保留意見。